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 This page is the informal log of my transiency process, in reverse chronological order. This page is the informal log of my transiency process, in reverse chronological order.
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 +2-8 May
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 +Every year around this time our old cherry starts blossoming. I can't resist sitting under it and reading trough A.Chekhov's The Cherry Orchard.He is not my favourite Russian writer but it suits very well with the setting.
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 +"Perhaps man has a hundred senses, and when he dies the five senses that we know perish with him, and the other ninety-five remain alive... Everything that is unattainable for us now will one day be near and clear..."
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 +"All you ancestors were serf owners, owners of living souls. Do not human spirits look out at you from every leaf and stem?"
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 +“Going to see plays isn't what you people should do. Try looking at yourselves a little more often and see what gray lives you all lead. How much of what you say is unnecessary.” 
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 +“But if we reason it out simply and not try to be one bit fancy, then what sort of pride can you possibly take or what's the sense of ever having it, if man is poorly put together as a physiological type and if the enormous majority of the human race is brutal, stupid, and profoundly unhappy?” 
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 +“I know exactly the potential of the people around here. They have the potential to lie. They have the potential to deceive. They have the potential to inveigle. They’ll change nothing. Sometimes, when I can’t sleep, I lie awake thinking, my God! We have so much. We have these huge forests. We have boundless open fields. We can see the deepest, furthest horizons. Look around you. Look. We should be giants. We really, really aren’t.” 
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 +“A hungry dog believes in nothing but meat.” 
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 +25 April-1 May
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 +My mother is visiting us. She is here already for a third week. It is great! Finally i have more time to spend with her as wel. Talking about old times and other family members. There is always a new twist or details to the stories that we talked about hundred times. It takes time to look at things from the perspective. 
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 +My mother is soon to be 70. She represents the generation that was building "the bright future" of Communism and then  lost everything that they lived for...Savings, habits, security... Walking with her in different Belgian cities i notice how unsure she feels about her self. Even the obvious things she questions if she got it right. And she still doesn't dare to just walk into the cafetaria and order a cup of coffee...as if she doesn't deserve it...
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 +The ghosts of Sint Pieters Church Gent
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 +18-24 April
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 +Working with Eisa on Host again.Such a complex piece to perform. It seems the build up of this work will never end. There is always new details, aspects of performing coming up. As much as i like working with movement and narratives on stage as much i dislike dealing with incompetence of technical team. Can't understand why can't they enjoy of creating something beautiful together with us. Instead there is always resistance, negotiations about things that can be fixed so easy yet you have to fight for it... The top of this time :"No the white beach chairs are not ok for this setting".... 
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 +Your great mistake is to act the drama
 +as if you were alone. As if life
 +were a progressive and cunning crime
 +with no witness to the tiny hidden
 +transgressions. To feel abandoned is to deny
 +the intimacy of your surroundings. Surely,
 +even you, at times, have felt the grand array;
 +the swelling presence, and the chorus, crowding
 +out your solo voice You must note
 +the way the soap dish enables you,
 +or the window latch grants you freedom.
 +Alertness is the hidden discipline of familiarity.
 +The stairs are your mentor of things
 +to come, the doors have always been there
 +to frighten you and invite you,
 +and the tiny speaker in the phone
 +is your dream-ladder to divinity.
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 +Put down the weight of your aloneness and ease into
 +the conversation. The kettle is singing
 +even as it pours you a drink, the cooking pots
 +have left their arrogant aloofness and
 +seen the good in you at last. All the birds
 +and creatures of the world are unutterably
 +themselves. Everything is waiting for you.
 +  — David Whyte
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 +from Everything is Waiting for You 
 +©2003 Many Rivers Press
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 +Thank you Bart for this excerpt.
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 +11-17 April
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 +An emotional week. Painting the colours in the room of my son into the the plane white walls. It started as a very practical thing to do but with every stroke of brush it became a sort of ritual of saying goodbye to the childhood of the boy.
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 +This week made me understand how much i dislike organising multiple events at the same time.At the moment it's annoying to read and respond to so many emails concerning matters that has nothing to do with each other. I unconsciously avoiding emailing...On the other hand i enjoy so much on concentrating on a few activities. This week i gave two workshops for two classes. Very different yet so much reward when kids leave the space with dirty hands but inspired and smiling. 
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 28 March-03 April 28 March-03 April
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 Goodbye darkness of march and welcome colours of april. Goodbye darkness of march and welcome colours of april.
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 This spring i was playing around with letting the scraps  of food grow. My window cill is accommodated by different jars with peaces of various plants: halves of onions, pieces of ginger, bottom bit of celery and so on.Not every plant succeeded in getting new roots and letting out new green leaves. But those that did look very weird, fragile and beautiful.  This spring i was playing around with letting the scraps  of food grow. My window cill is accommodated by different jars with peaces of various plants: halves of onions, pieces of ginger, bottom bit of celery and so on.Not every plant succeeded in getting new roots and letting out new green leaves. But those that did look very weird, fragile and beautiful. 
  
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 04-20 March 04-20 March
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 Back at school for Kunst in de Keuken. This year in the planning i get less time than usual.We work around the theme of Time/Timing/Timer. Ironically i can say we don't have enough time to play around.This week we've made filters from transparent packaging leftovers and took portraits. The idea is to try to film trough it next week. Fingers crossed we'll manage our time well. Back at school for Kunst in de Keuken. This year in the planning i get less time than usual.We work around the theme of Time/Timing/Timer. Ironically i can say we don't have enough time to play around.This week we've made filters from transparent packaging leftovers and took portraits. The idea is to try to film trough it next week. Fingers crossed we'll manage our time well.
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 07-13 March 07-13 March
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 A week away to the dark cold wet and spring nowheretobeseen Lithuania. A week away to the dark cold wet and spring nowheretobeseen Lithuania.
  
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 On the other hand last week was constantly surrounded by few people. I seem to attract them to tell their problems to me.I do try to avoid it but from time to time it gets to me... Coming back i feel i absorbed so many troubles that my body is aching day and night. And this time for sure not because i was doing to much, but because troubles of the others found the way inside of me... On the other hand last week was constantly surrounded by few people. I seem to attract them to tell their problems to me.I do try to avoid it but from time to time it gets to me... Coming back i feel i absorbed so many troubles that my body is aching day and night. And this time for sure not because i was doing to much, but because troubles of the others found the way inside of me...
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 Feb 29-March 6 Feb 29-March 6
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 Reading "The rest is noise" by Alex Ross. Reading "The rest is noise" by Alex Ross.
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 Ones again amazed by the turbulence in the arts and society at turn of the 20th century. Ones again amazed by the turbulence in the arts and society at turn of the 20th century.
 So many new directions, chaos, disputes, sense of apocalypse.Such a strong necessity to relate to different spiritual movements. So many new directions, chaos, disputes, sense of apocalypse.Such a strong necessity to relate to different spiritual movements.
 +This book is also filled with the musical anecdotes:
 +"The joke went around that Webern had introduced the marking Pensato:Don't play the note, only think it."
  
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